After a Long Time..

Dear All,

Thank you for reading my blog...

I have found my old blog,
I started writing again...
My life has changed a lot..bad things and good things happened to me,
Life is just not easy..

Good things:

1) Graduated
2) Got a Good Job
3) Got Engaged
4) Got a New Car

Bad things:

1) Got Unhealthy
2) Got Robbed
3) Got to leave My house and Rent out
4) Masters Unfinished

Hmm I just don't get it?? but there is a balance..guess I cant ask for more.

Angry..

sometimes m jus so angry wit things in my life n my surrounding..it drives me crazyyyyyyyy...

Parents..here are some advice..

If ur a parent my advice to u is not to confuse ur selves between trust u hav on ur young ones and keeping them safe or makin sure they r not getting into the wrong thing. i see many parents in name of trust send their kids to kl to study but they dont really know whats goin on..in the begginning they tend to put effort to keep an eye on them then as time pass they just leave it on trust. parents wake up!! realise something they change slowly when they get into new environment and start doin wrong things..some realise their wrong n change but some get into trouble. i hav seen wit my own eyes girls bringging guys home..get drunk sometimes, smoke..go clubs..come home at 3am.i use to hav difficult times cause i cant sleep due to the noise they make..i moved out..but c parents the guy they know oni ab 3-6mths or more more 1 year..they say bro but wht a bro has to do at 10pm to 3am in a sisters room????? can u make up ur mind is he truely a bro?? i hav no respect for such guys n i feel girls like this are bitchy cause they hav to do tht..sorry parents but its a true fact. when i confront them they say its nothing to them..it doesnt make a difference in bringging guys home b4 10pm or after..tell me how to safe them..oni u parents can! keep ur child close to ur heart how by setting ur eyes upon them.find out if something fishy goin on. try calling them after midnight c they pick up or u hear something ..do sudden visits...n more. do it b4 its to late!!

Girls!!

hmm i often thought as a girl that we are the innocent 1 and males r the bullies..but now i think different not all girls r innocent..some just simple get them self into fights and troubles thou they know it is wrong to do so.they pretend front of the family n society but if u start staying wit them for more than a year ..u would realize the amount of rubbish they keep in them..nothin can clean them cause its their attitude and the way they r brought up. i feel like crying for the parents who r cheated..i know how is it not 2 hav1..girls out there if ur 1of them pls change..

lonelyness

i used 2face this after i lost my close1..

now i feel the same as being betrayed by some friends..

wht 2 do..its my fate!i say 2 my self!! then laugh..who do blame??

then i realise its because i hav only been close wit my friends last year..

now i spend more time wit relatives especially small niece..

the little ones hav no evil in heart..as they r pure..they love u..with no expectation..

n wont hold back.. kids..

missing my amma

i miss my mom 2much this year..

its been 3 years since she left me..

the wound is still there n the pain is still fresh in my heart..

i always felt i had control over my life..but since this happen mom i admit i lost.

i cant control everything but m trying my best n asking GOD for the strength 2 pass each day..

i pray lord hav mercy on me..

i can never replace u..muaxs!

Jan - Feb

These period of months has cause me pain,hurt ,difficulty and more..

a scratch on my heart for believing others easily..

i had stop writing much ..

i have grown to be more quiet..

i dono whether its a good thing or bad thing..

sadness hav surround me..

i cant move in it..

so i sit n cry waiting when this dark cloud will get clear..