what type of a man i want!...

he must b there always...whenever i call him or sms him ..he must reply..no matter how busy he is..he must contact me 2c whether m okey..treat me well..b a gentleman...do 4me b4 i ask..get 4me b4 i think..know the meaning of my silence..know the language of my eyes..he must make sure he is giving me enought attention..love..kisses..hugs..bath me with flowery words..give good advice..dont make me wait..b aware of wht i like n dont like..bring me out always..spend time with me..i must come 1st in his life..must make me feel like without him i dont have a life..impress me..

Beautiful lines...read it!

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...

To! realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when

you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

The origin of this letter is unknown,
But it brings good luck to everyone!

Girls...b careful..

hey girls..just some thoughts for u..just b careful with guys as usual..get to know how to read them..their every move..i know its not easy but try..its useful to u someday!trust me!..tips becareful with foreigners...some of them are not here to study or make business but to spoil us..honestly..they hangout with us..then..either use us up n cut us off or put us into trouble..if u dont trust me check out at youtube or googles about foreigners in malaysia..not to condemn but just to be cautious..cause i care... 

The way some foreigners treat malaysians..

..lately i have been talking to cab drivers..i wondered y they treat foreigners badly..then as i was talking to him..he said some incidents happen to malaysians by foreigners that is making them treat them that way..some dont pay the cab drivers..some fight..n so on..i can understand cause its they income..so ..foreigners please consider this..i know is not easy to live in a foreign land but try to mix with us n really get to know people..show respect n care..build a new mentality about foreigners in our mind..by that things might change!

Realisation

lately i have been going out with my girl friends..
I realise about girls that in every girls heart
 we think our self as the most beautiful girl.
we want to be called beautiful and to be appreciated specially 
by the one we love.

Realisation: Family

During deepavali..celebrating with my relatives...i had the opportunity to spend lunch with them on the same table that made me feel very special and important to them...made me realise that no matter what happens..family is always a family and they come first in our life.

Latest trend...

I once use to think that guys are the one who use flatery words to get a girl to bed but then i realise girls do the same nowadays...the sad part is the end product where someone gets cheated...aspecially girls for they loose their virginity!

university life..

hey ,I realise uni life is fantastic...im so happy..its better than stpm or my secondary school life..here at uni I have plenty of friends..and they are all cool.but the other side we have assignments every week and exams are on.so tiring but im enjoying it.

someone told me what is sex...

sex , is a drive , motion , spirit , long-team feeling ,

which cannot be easily forgotten when you have it

with someone that has feelings for you and the

same way you have feelings for that person....hmmm.

confused...

hmm,life is sometimes so confusing...i myself dont know what is right and what is wrong anymore.hmm,its hard to understand our heart...things like whether we are in love or not..if only i can understand my heart...this is my thought...

The way some Malaysians treat foreigners...hmm

lately , i have been going out with foreigners and realise some way our country people treat them horible...i have never seen such treatment given to locals cause they know the consequences of doing so.im very sad to see this happening to another human being like us.what they have done or why do some of our locals treat them like that..as if they are dogs...u know the feeling.i notices especially the taxi drivers..my goodness i tell u they just dont have decency when it comes to foreigners..i can understand their heart ache...this treatment might pull down the image of our country and even affect our economy causing foreigners not to come and live in our country..plsss those out side there,...pls consider about this.

fear

I HAVE BEEN SCARED LATELY AS ALL TEENAGERS DO WHEN THEY ARE STEPPING INTO ADULTHOOD..IM SCARED TO DATE GUYS ..SCARED TO TRUST PEOPLE CAUSE U'LL NEVER KNOW HOW THEY'LL CHANGE.BUT THOUGH SCARED I WANT TO HAVE ADVENTURES IN LIFE THEREFORE IM TRYING TO CONVINCE MY SELF THAT ITS OKEY BUT HMM DONT KNOW WHERE THIS WILL END..HOPE I'LL BE FINE AND NOTHING TERRIBLE HAPPENS...BLA BLA BLA !

turning 21!

I was just thinking...to write my mind...i just realise im not a content person...no matter what i do or how much people do for me i keep on expecting something else..like a kid looks at a parent to get something from them..the same expectation...im just not satisfied with what i have...i feel like i deserve more than this..as i turn 21 this day..a funny feeling of stepping into adulthood ..like i have the freedom to do things but circumstance and responsibility that is not mine.. limits me...i hope i will learn fast and be content that i dont seek for satisfaction..hmmm.

being a good human comes first...

hye , i just realise most of us are not being a human in certain situations..this can be seen by the way we react at times...being mean..jelous...wicked..selfish..stingy...heartless..n so on...some times we are blinded by the situation or circumstance..this causes hurt n bad impression about us to other people..somestimes is just that we cant explain ourself to others..

wht do u think? 

kids...

hye ,though i dont have kids of my own..when im taking care of my nephew n nieces...i learn n observe many things...at this time is when we cant hipocrite...those days we as kids only could play board games or hand games n so on but kids now adays they play computer games and handphone games..hhehhe i find it very hard to accept to see as young as 5 year old to play computer game..trust me i saw it with my own eyes..they are smart n cunning..more rude n criminal in thinking n getting things done..i cant believe im saying this but its true..and at young age they get to have handle handphone and camera and pc...wow.

I always wanted!

hmmm...many ppl want many things in life..as 4me i wanted plenty of things..hhehhe...in the end i realise nothing can satisfy our needs...leaving us sadness n pain...i wish i could have someone with me always..someone special that all girls want 2have in life!but i guess i cant have that special 1all the time beside me!conclusion...we r born alone in this world n lonely in this world n die alone in the end!!!