If we think something that is wrong as right then every wrong thing will look right to us and it will become a way of life. By this there will be no wrong which is very wrong. The right must remain right and wrong remain wrong so that we know we have done wrong. The hard part is to choose what is right to do. In life we are alone. Loneliness is part of life. Pain is also part of life. How to live? dono..
Thursday, July 8, 2010
A LITTLE INCIDENT REMINDS THE GOODNESS IN LIFE.
As I was waiting for bus a thought run through my mind. I was so tired and frustrated because the bus was taking longer than usual. Sitting at an old bus stop with lots of people especially foreigners and kampung people, i realise I looked odd among them. I really felt like an alien. Then as time passed I realise something important that is, I never sat in a place like this. My mind starts to question me. How come? Then I realised it's because I have been in Malaysia since I born and never been to a bus stop like this before. Nothing was wrong with the bus stop, the odd thing was the way I was brought up. My mom never once allowed me to go on streets alone or bring me to such places. I was always pampered. I went everywhere by my mom’s car when I was young. She brought me wherever I wanted to go and my whole family took care of me like a precious jewel and as I reached adulthood and since mom is not around I start exploring things. Now I taste a bit of hard ship of life and say to myself that I don't want this and I don't want my children to go through this. I end this by saying this small incident made me realise what my mom has done for me and I thank her in heart and thank god for it.
type of guy i want!
My dream, since in life I cant have back my mom and my childhood life I have no choice but to move forward. I want a guy in my life so that he can love me like my mom did and even more, the guy I want is an Indian guy but a Christian with love of god. I want him to appreciate me the way I am n adore me. I want him to be stable in life and able to buy things that I like for me so I would be happy with him. I don't want him to hurt me because in life I had to go through many hurts.