i used 2face this after i lost my close1..
now i feel the same as being betrayed by some friends..
wht 2 do..its my fate!i say 2 my self!! then laugh..who do blame??
then i realise its because i hav only been close wit my friends last year..
now i spend more time wit relatives especially small niece..
the little ones hav no evil in heart..as they r pure..they love u..with no expectation..
n wont hold back.. kids..
i miss my mom 2much this year..
its been 3 years since she left me..
the wound is still there n the pain is still fresh in my heart..
i always felt i had control over my life..but since this happen mom i admit i lost.
i cant control everything but m trying my best n asking GOD for the strength 2 pass each day..
i pray lord hav mercy on me..
i can never replace u..muaxs!
These period of months has cause me pain,hurt ,difficulty and more..
a scratch on my heart for believing others easily..
i had stop writing much ..
i have grown to be more quiet..
i dono whether its a good thing or bad thing..
sadness hav surround me..
i cant move in it..
so i sit n cry waiting when this dark cloud will get clear..
A brand new year for me..
its been tough year for me as there are many changes in my life..
i have lost old friends n i have gain new ones..
bettering my self in many ways..
left bad habits n became a new person..
a person who is eager 2 achieve n furious..
