turning 21!

I was just thinking...to write my mind...i just realise im not a content person...no matter what i do or how much people do for me i keep on expecting something else..like a kid looks at a parent to get something from them..the same expectation...im just not satisfied with what i have...i feel like i deserve more than this..as i turn 21 this day..a funny feeling of stepping into adulthood ..like i have the freedom to do things but circumstance and responsibility that is not mine.. limits me...i hope i will learn fast and be content that i dont seek for satisfaction..hmmm.